You always complain when I say I’m fine,
But it’s cos I cant find the words to describe,
All these thoughts running through my mind,
And all of the pain that I feel inside
People always keep telling me,
It’s OK to feel so empty,
They always talk at you try to offer reason,
But no one ever takes the time to just listen
At times, I feel I have no voice,
And suicide, seems like my only choice,
But I got people who depend on me,
And it’d be wrong to leave them so suddenly
So for my selfish ways,
I have to cut myself to try and numb the pain
But all these voices keep telling me,
It’s not enough, so I tread carefully.
So now I’m,
Caught in the wake,
Of all of my mistakes,
I try to mend them,
But it’s become to late,
And I try to move on,
But all my heart can sing is your song
I’m sorry for games I played,
So sorry that I caused you pain
I never wanted you to feel this way,
I hate the fact I made you felt betrayed.
And now all that I can see,
Is a lonely future without you and me,
It’s been a year since we were through,
And still I can’t get over you.
I wake up and my family’s gone,
Always knew I was the destructive one,
Can’t help but feel my time has come,
Without you I’m less than no-one,
I really hope that we can start anew,
I’ll be the person that I needed to.
So if your the kind to let go the past,
I pray to you to give me one more chance,
I’ll never betray you again,
You know love conquers all in the end.
So now I’m,
Caught in the wake,
Of all of my mistakes,
I try to mend them,
But it’s become to late,
And I try to move on,
But my heart keeps singing the same old song
I’m sorry for games I played,
So sorry that I caused you pain
I never wanted you to feel this way,
I hate the fact I made you felt betrayed.
And now all that I can see,
Is a lonely future without you and me,
It’s been a year since we were through,
Still no closer to letting go of you.
G's words of not so much wisdom 